Constant failure in life and relationships. Need some help?

Hi I am 22 years old & since the past 4 years i am literally going through loads of crap in my life. In the past 4 years i was in 2 relationships and I loved both of them. In the first realn our breakup hapnd as my girl then suffered frm a mental ailment something like schrizo I was very serious about her bt then things had to end bitterly. After a year I met this girl who was older than me and she also loved me bt things ended bitterly there also as she moved out to another country to study, In the beginning we did manage a long dist realn but later she dint feel the same fr me anymre. I was actually a disaster for me and took me 2 full years to actually move on, those two years were the toughest 2 years of my life as i was even having family problems. I lost out on a lot, experienced lonliness. My modelling career stoped as I lost interest in it after this but duringt this time i never suffered on my grades i kept getting first cl grades.My studies were not at all affected. But that feeling of emptiness kept on haunting me. After those two years I finally started getting bak on my feet but then this girl came into my life who loves me a lot but she says she wont be able to continue due to some personal issues of her bt she reaaly does love me and wants to be with me. She says its nt my fault infact she herself says that its her fault. Looking at things positively I am a smart guy, young, good looking but some how i feel paralysed and i feel im incapapble of doing anything. I am good with my academics I hold a masters in Media I mean i have everything bt I just dont knw why my destiny is always bringing me down. whenever I give my best at anything it doest work out. I am just very sad and insecure. End of the day I know i have to move on and yes I will but after geting hurt soo much !!!!! how much more do I have to suffer. Personally & professionaly I am badly hit I just dont know what I am gna do in my life and where my lifeis headed. I feel lost in life. It makes me feel like a loser. I was extremly ambitious bt now i feel i jst dont have th guts to do anything, I am an aspiring filmmaker bt my life is bringing me down. Manytimes i think I should leave my country and go someplace else where I can have a new startI realli want to talk to someone. My mail id is messagejoey@yahoo.co.in